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tearing myself apart for fun

from fragments by Blue Marker Bandit

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hurting yourself can be fun

(this is not a promotion of self-harm, just symbolic)

the most personal song on the album, heavily inspired by nerve's ending. i made this song under a lot of stress and a revelation about fragility's importance to my self identity. i do sometimes fantasize about pulling myself apart (not sexually, just autistically), but i use it here symbolically to represent ignoring responsibilities and hurting myself in the long run to make myself feel better.

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i want to hide away
i swear i'm gonna go to waste
i wanna tear myself to shreds
just to leave the stress beside my bed

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from fragments, released March 11, 2023

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Blue Marker Bandit Detroit, Michigan

hi! i'm skylar. i make headphone music. sometimes it's mashup edm, sometimes it's freeform melodic stuff. hope you enjoy!

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